Friday, July 28, 2023

The little ball (A tiny tale about experience, belief, and wisdom)...


The little ball was filled with air.
When the field asked, “What's in you?"
The ball said, “I've never been in there,
But still my days continue.”

A foot came down, moved by a leg,
To kick that ball: a sound
Rang back and forth, like through a hall:
across and back, around.

So, whistle-cutting through the sky,
The ball made this connection:
“If halls ring, full of wind, so I
Must hold air, too, I reckon.”

Another leg came, and stopped the ball;
Another foot then drove it.
Each time, that ringing sound out-called;
“This is my name—I know it!”

The field asked, “Your name is what?”
But now sitting still, while the legs convened,
The little ball's defining 'duuunt'
Could not be heard, nor its flying seen.

“I promise you, I have a name.
I've sung it across your dust-white lines!
I leap across them, game by game.
I even wear their chalk, sometimes!”

“Ha ha, the stories that you tell,”
The blind field cooed with adoration.
“So many balls dream just like you,
In their young imaginations.”

The ball felt soft, being disbelieved,
and having in itself no way to show
what its airy core had (somehow?) received
and, flight by flight, it'd come to know.

But then, a toe caught in the grass, and
Brought a man's face howling down to the field:
In anger and pain, he uplifted the ball...
“Listen now! I will sing my name. It's real!”

*
This long world creates, and then out-survives us.
We crash against each other, here on it, and see
That our insides develop when others propel us:
                 whether kindly or cruelly,
                                       Wisely or foolly,
They show us what we're filled with—and what we're going to be.

2 comments:

  1. “Our insides develop when others propel us.” It’s a true thing, that our greatest developments and seminal experiences are triggered by a reaction or, as illustrated, collision with other people. This concept I have seen in my personal life, last summer especially, I feel I developed my identity, took in beliefs, interests, and defined my character to myself, thanks to connections I built with other people. Therefore, I can’t help but see this process, the chemical reaction between people, as a driver of personal development, as a good and natural, and even as a significantly beautiful thing. When I take a step back, though, sometimes I think the opposite. I think it sad, especially when I see myself fall short of the identity I hold myself to or my intrinsic goals and hopes as a person, that I can not hold myself to these things without a push from others. It’s petty, illogical, unpractical, but I can’t help but think that those developments I make, the ones I think are permanently engraved in myself, intrinsic characteristics that I take into my being after a clash or complementation with others, are maybe just extrinsic things, motivators or incentives that simply fade with the passage of time and people. If my interests or characteristics or standards and actions leave without the presence of others, then do I really have any way, any consistent, persevering way, to define myself? Of course, this is just something I thought of while reading, this isn’t a realistic standard that anyone should or would hold themselves to, and overall I think the production of a self, or perception of self, through interactions with others is a fantastic thing; even if our identities are built up in such an external manner, they are nonetheless subjective, I just like to play the devil’s advocate... against myself.

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    1. If we took away oxygen, you wouldn't even be able to keep living. So really, does "you" have any intrinsic characteristic at all ~ or are you by nature an ongoing responsive dance with the universe?

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