I jump back out
To that same cradled,
Swelled discontent
Twitch-quick when
These pins dart into me,
Doc: let them stay.
(that shaking glint –
I swear that I
Am fighting
Myself to stay in it.)
So real, too real
At first to lie
In long – ice bath
White, those clear
Crystal-cracking eyes play
Deeper than they
Touch, quicker than
They move, sharper
Than they seem
(sliding up leg skin, smooth).
Around & through
(all you do &
All I tremble
Feeling). Move
Into the bath you make.
Tell me I dream
The loud cold worse
Than it is: that
It heals what
Swells. Ground me with your smile.
Spin your tendrils
Around my skin:
Make it tingle.
Make me crawl
Up into me again.
Ever dunked in and out of an ice bath, trying to stay deep because you know it's for the best? Yeah – that's the shape of the poem, more or less:
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