Wednesday, August 24, 2016

The last note of a lecture ...


“DO YOU UNDERSTAND?”
Is the most frustrating question.
“DO YOU? ... UNDERSTAND?”
Compresses our relation    to a lesson.
Of course!  I!  don't understand
what you mean and    where your head is;
I live in    first-person limited,
and I'll die here,     and I regret this.

“I THINK SO?” is all, in truth,
I could ever presume to tell you.
“I THINK I GET YOU?” even
this is straining past my purview:
I've never worn an elephant's head
nor cried, through a martyr's blood, forgiveness.
Never lived in a starfish's absence-of-
mind, nor an earthworm's body, limbless.

And I've definitely never taken due time
to study what-all makes you angry;
the habitual world that frustrates you,
the sense that you've made, that you hand me:
“ARE YOU SAYING THAT ...(I must
shout back, to make sure I'm not overreaching)...
YOU'RE FEELING SMALL, AND SOMEWHAT
LOST, AND SO YOU SCREAM YOUR TEACHINGS?”